motivations.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008 @ 4:35 PM
i'm not sure what is wrong with me..
i just dont have the motivation to read up my journal for the review.
and i still have to read up on bioreactors.
then also to search for things for PAT project.
sighs.
1 week of holiday over, 2nd week coming to mid-week.
and i still have...
1. CCTA PROJECT
2. PTC PROJECT
3. PAT field trip report
4. PTC lab report?
5. STUDY FOR PTC TEST?? {which i dont even know when...}
shugsss. how i wish my holiday is 'assignment-free.'
haha. :(
enough of my 'lack of motivations'.
cos i quite okay now, having a little more motivation after that
little chat with Dr. Lau - the nicest lecturer in LSCT! :]
i not boasting or what, but in my 'almost' 2 years in LSCT,
he is one that is the nicest, willing to help you in any way that
he can, joke around with you, ask you things not related to sch,
introducing new movies that are nice & most importantly,
he treat you as a friend and is willing to give you motivation! :D
okay, did i just typed a whole paragraph of 'testimonial?'
hahaha. okay.. but i guess that how it feels to me. :)
recently i have the weird feelings of friendship.
i mean, i not saying that this feeling is something bad..
but it just keep creeping up on me, making me feel things
that i dont want to feel. hais. :(
am i losing touch with this world?
hmms. i wish sch would start soon...
but then again, it would mean getting busy again.
just left with 5-6 weeks of study..
then its 1 more week of study break just before the final exams..
and then i'm off to my 3rd year in poly.
seriously this is my last holiday in poly.
there is a lot that i feel like doing but at the same time,
i just feel like letting everything go..
if only life can be so uncomplicated..
so NOT unfair... that would be nice.
okay, maybe i need a comedy to cheer myself up..
hais. life should be filled with joy now...
since its 2 more days to christmas!
& how i wish i will have many many presents that i want...
which might include things that are not quite reasonable...
1. a new mobilephone with 8mp? (are you nice enough to get me one?)
2. more clothings for the year 2009?
3. more accessories? (i seriously think i shld get some, i have not wear a necklaces for AGES.)
4. and many many more.
8 more days of 2008 left.
will there be anything that i will remember from?
anyway, i shall not be so pessimistic today.
as like i said, the jolly feeling shld be here!
yay to gingerbread man & ginger smiley faces! :D
hehehe.
ending here.
shall blog again when the feeling is here.
pardon me if this post is really feeling low. :/
feeling down, feeling low...
if only there is no such feelings. :]
cheer up FE. :)Labels: random