Contradictions.
Friday, March 20, 2009 @ 5:21 PM
life is so full of contradictions. I felt nervous at about 6am? and i was feeling okay at ~7.30am after looking at my results. and now, while i reach home abt 30mins ago, i'm feeling down. Its as though i was about to cry, the world is going to be gone. I dont know... I want that feeling to be gone. I want to be happy again. & i know i will, cos i need to so i can WORK HARD!
this is one time i dont feel like posting up my results, even though its not my worst result, but still, its one that i could have done a lot better, but i didnt.
so, i would just say, i didnt do badly in your eyes, but i did badly in my eyes. Its so not up to my standard. but i would say this is the process of learning. :)
i'm going to work harder for the coming semester, to get into NUS! i somehow just prefer NUS more than NTU. haha. but I might only be able to get into NTU. so triple hard and more efforts needed, no more last min studying. JIAYOU FONGENG! :) WORK TOWARDS UR GOAL. :D
alright, i've enough for 1 day. enough of feelings enough of talking abt results. back to updating lab book & start on lab review report. literatures are making me super sleepy.
shall do smthing abt it then. jiayoussss. :D
& hopefully everyone is satisfied with their results. if not, work harder. :)
life is always filled with ups and downs, don't let this down bother you. reflect and work harder next time. it will be better. How much efforts is put in will be reflected on the result slip.
byes!