those were the days.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008 @ 2:41 PM
i miss my old life seriously.
the days waking up early in the morning
to go to sch and end up having to stay to
the night.
even though those were stressful days
that we have to overcome for O levels,
still i think everyone of us enjoyed that.
haha~ thinking of it makes me laugh.
we were so innocent and stressed
just becos it was o levels, which i admit
that it really got me all stressed out,
and all worried that the results might
drop and there might not be any poly
to go to.. stuff like tat..
but who knows that time really waits for
no one. O levels seems so far behind now..
guess that is what I call growing old.
so fast, left CTSS for more than a year.
I guess, everyone missed parts of the life
in that school, even the worse part,
as it made us better. (:
those were the days.
to me now, i think time passes by
very quickly in year one.
& i hope 3 yrs later, i would still
remember the times we had in year 1.
the terrible time table that i ever had.
but there are still nice lecturers that
made life in poly fun and everything.
i guess, i would never forget them.
all the teachers that had ever taught me.
it would be nice if i would be able
to keep in touch with all the teachers.
but i guess, it would not be possible.
i have a feeling that my ambition
that i had the few years back will change.
i might no longer want to be a teacher.
i might just want to stay in a lab and
just face the bacteria, virus etc.
would it be better?
i want to quit becos i feel that
service line is the worst to have as a job.
maybe, just maybe, i might really want
to work in a lab next time. (: (:
or if i can just study for the rest of my life,
that would be good.
i dont want to enter the adult world,
where everything is so complicated.
i guess thats for me to find out by myself.
& i hope i will not regret it or anything.
guess i shall just stop here.
and enough of my thinkings.
maybe i should not think that much.
i should stop thinking about this stuff
and enjoy my holidays man! HAHA! (:
